Innocence

by Crimson Blue

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released December 8, 2011

Dani Hellstrom - Vocals, Keyboards, Lyrics
Iggy Hans - Guitars
Stan Lee - Guitars
Andrew Barique - Drums
Alex Verge - Bass

All music by Crimson Blue
Designed by Jonathan "Useless Wizard" Strange
Recorded & Mixed by Anton Kondakov at Destroy the Humanity Studio in July-October 2011

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The weird idea of a keytar-equipped soprano as a frontwoman of a metal band may look amusing. When it comes to CRIMSON BLUE with an 8string guitar and bass tuned down to the subterranean depths, the idea gets even weirder and amusement evolves into thrill. Mixing elements of nu metal, art rock and every-crazy-thing that can be found in any genre CRIMSON BLUE delivers you the brand new stuff. ... more

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Track Name: Iceland
Leave me here
Lying in between blind and motionless
Cold
My heart has gone astray again
Days go by
And still I cannot reach your mind

So here it ends
Only sound of trees wandering through the land
Oh Lord
How could I follow you?
I reached for you a million times
But still I cannot reach your heart

Like a daydream to escape my aching memory
Like a stranger passing by who just won't wait
Like a lifetime that's so long to feel

Why we always move in circles
Biding our time

Between the idea and the reality
Between the emotion and the act
Falls a shadow

Between the desire and the spasm
Berween the potency and the existence
Between the essence and the descent
Falls a shadow
T.S. Eliot
Track Name: L.M.A.
Something's coming over now
Something I don't want to see
Hate the way you bring me down
Hate the way it sets me free

You find it hard to beleive
The way it came to be
Guess it wasn't really you
And maybe it was me

Now I'm losing my angel
I'm losing my angel

How I wish to make it right
How I wish to bring it back
Something's down there in your eyes
Something I don't want to track

How could you be so pretty sure
Of what I've had on my mind
Wish I could blame you first
But the pain is always mine

Now I'm losing my angel
I'm losing my angel
Track Name: Clouds
Somewhere the moonlit scenery shifts
Out in the fields the movement begins
Shaping the forms and changing skin from green to grave

I come to know that this is the end
Have to turn my back on you again
No more denying no more trying to change what we’ve become

I see the passing of the clouds so high above
As I dream of what we never were but maybe could be
No matter you don’t matter now
No matter you don’t matter now
Guess my dreams were not to last
Guess my dreams were not to last

Into the wilderness we break
Shadows come hiding under the trees
You’ll never know the truth before you make your move

You have to know what we came to be
Can’t you find a way to set me free
No more denying no more lying now that I decide

I see
I dream

I see the passing of the clouds so high above
As I dream of what we never were and never will be
No matter you don’t matter now
No matter you don’t matter now
Guess my dreams were not to last
Guess my dreams were not to last
Track Name: Flax
Take me out
World has gone to disorder
Every day growing colder
Could you make it stop
Feels like talking to no one
Feels like standing in a dead zone

Now I couldn’t fly I crashlanded
Head down and my hands still shaking
Oh God it’s inside me
Blinding burning me

I didn’t lie didn’t lie didn’t know
I didn’t lie didn’t lie but I brought all this mess on me

I can see how it turns you round and transforms you
Brings you down and destroys you
But your eyes don’t see
That you’re living with nothing to hold to
Never really aware of what’s after you

Along with truth comes light embracing all our endless beauty
Along with truth comes light embracing all our unforgiveness

I didn’t lie didn’t lie didn’t know
I didn’t lie didn’t lie but I brought all this mess on me

Sometimes inside
Nearly something
Nearly something
Sometimes inside
As I’m watching you
As I’m watching you fall

Snow
Keep falling
As I sail away
Towards the setting sun

I didn’t lie didn’t know
I didn’t lie didn’t know
I didn’t lie didn’t know
I didn’t lie didn’t know
Track Name: Ave
Come and remind me of days long forgotten I spent with you
I see no reason to cry over time that's no longer here
I can show you the way that my sun goes
All your lines tend to deciet
My daylight, my nighttime, my soul
Cast into the sea

Reaching higher
Lost in the brightest light
Dream, here, by the sea
Half-awake and embracing the ghost of my memory
A shadow, a vision
So fragile and real

These are the moments, eternity caught in a single breath
These are the way how the ocean revealed me the face of God
As my agony fades to remembrance
Perfect and nearly divine
The lights of my heart going out, leaving me blind

Wipe the dark clouds sweeping my sky in anger
Carry me to my homeland
Show me the glimpse of pure heart
Sheltering me
Track Name: Nagual
I cannot stand to let you go
I close my eyes I hear you breathing
The perfect tension in the air

Used to dive so deep inside me
What was that you failed to find there
How could a promise be so frail

As you walk beyond the rainbow
As you cover me with snow I’m dying
One to destroy me and yet one to save me
As my dreams became the image of reality in me

Hush now child now don’t you cry
Your God your shining angel
Your deceitful charm no longer calling for you

Lied awake and heard you slipping
You left me down you left me bleeding
How could your promise be so frail

As you walk beyond the rainbow
As you cover me with snow I’m dying
One to destroy me and yet one to save me
As my dreams became the image of reality in me
Track Name: Forest (Atonement)
Shadow’s down
Since I’m not afraid to chase them
I deny the way my life has come to be

Somehow
Moments turn into moments with every breath as I’m fading fading

How I long for the night
I don’t care much as I don’t trust you
How I long for the night
I don’t care much I don’t trust your lies

And now
Guess you’re not thу one who made it
Something breaks inside that I don’t really feel

Thought I’ll make it all work if I try once more
But I’m failing failing

How I long for the night
I don’t care much I don’t trust your lies

Down in your deep thoughts I dive
I don’t believe in your lies
Down in your deep thoughts I dive
Don’t know what to trust in my life


How I long for the night
I don’t care much as I don’t trust you
How I long for the night
I don’t care much I don’t trust your lies
Track Name: H.U. Lab Experiment I
Take my heart I hardly need it
This one causes so much pain
They are pleading I’m deceiving
Every second meets the same

Made our story so much longer
Got your face tight in my head
See no light to guide me onward
Hope is lost and soul is dead

I feel like it’s coming over
Coming over me
I see no way out
Feeling
Feel like it’s coming over
Coming over you
The only way to get out is inside


Now I sing
For the waking of the water
Icy raindrops covering my dearest dreams

Waiting waves
Caress me in their dancing
A perfect mind an empty sky
We fly away and see

Feel like it’s coming over
Coming over me
I see no way out

Wind
Oh wind
Shall bring us to the shoreline
Flowers whither snow flacks melt
And lifetime goes away

Who is the third who walks always beside you?
When I count, there are only you and I together
But when I look ahead up the white road
There is always another one walking beside you
I do not know whether a man or a woman
—But who is that on the other side of you?
T. S. Eliot


Take my heart I hardly need it
Make my future disappear
I gave up my life and reason
To hear your whisper in my ears

All the lies I’ve been living they remind me
Of someone so fragile I cannot believe
I have tried so hard and now I’m breaking out
My waste my pain my God my self
Track Name: September
Mirror
Disguise my fear
Pretending it's alright
Controlling my illusions in this misty winter night
I'm all alone
Just pictures on the wall
Keep calling me back home away from these forbidden shores

Apathy's taking me making me feel unpure
It's you again
To break my light
My past is the sun that you tempt to obscure

Time is running out I feel my heart is bleeding
Trying to separate what's never been from what is lost
Will the leaves survive september
Will I ever be free
Or will the leaves keep falling down

Scorn, disgrace, deceit
My broken wings don't bleed
You bring me down I make you fall it made me so complete
A glass of wine that tastes so bitter sweet
I had to get away from you to keep you safe from me

Apathy's taking me making me feel unpure
It's you again
To break my light

Walls within getting higher
Twisted down by desire in me
Whispering
Wondering
When my time is to come I shall
(Fade)
Track Name: Haesitatio
No resistance taking over everything I knew
I close my eyes and hold like anyone would doUnknown long lost broken

Why do we trust someone to guide us on despite the fear of life
Why do we crave this senseless beauty hiding wrath beyond the smile
And still we feel so holy in our lies
Hoping it was really worth a try

I've done my best now it's your turn
Go break my heart and leave it burning going down

We search and never find are we supposed to be so blind
And still we crave this senseless beauty hiding wrath beyond the smile
And still we feel so holy in our lies

Clouds tracking wintercourse
Followed by a thousand demons
Empty faces hungry eyes
Feel them stop and stare at me
Indifference
Show me sense

To face that and hold on
If I have to let go now Tear me down

What is this but me
What am I without you
How did we become that frail
Watercoloured scenery in pouring rain
All lines fade

I'll face that and I'll hold on
I have to let go now Tear me down

And someone here inside
Keeps saying you were right Keeps saying you were right

And someone said there is no light
And we've all been led by blind
Narrow path between divinity and dust
There's no one else but you deceived
But our fate is never sealed
Hell could never hurt so much but heaven did
Tah'n Dhinn'ah

Show me what is right tell me why are we so blind
Why we need someone to guide us all despite the fear of life
And still we feel so holy in our lies
In our lies
Track Name: Innocence
As I sit beside the stream of frozen water
Frozen water that reflects my broken life
Watch November set the sky burn
Will these flames of autumn be our last goodbye

Is that all I came to be
Someone’s dying inside of me

All our eyes set staring into the ocean
To the rhythm of our pounding hearts
We’re still waiting losing patience
Burying future in the realms of past

All the things that could have been
Someone’s hiding under my skin

In the forest by the trees
We will fly like falling leaves
We’re going down we’re falling down
Time to go and time to change
Show me something that remains
Innocent

So I’ll stay here by this sparkling water
No more hope and nothing to defend
If you were mew what would you do
Lying here and waiting for the end to come

In the forest by the trees
We will fly like falling leaves
We’re going down we’re falling down
Time to go and time to change
Show me something that remains
Innocent